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I admit, It get too rough and tons of things running through my minds. I even have the thought of it to let you go,sometimes. People come around and whisper right to my tiny ears. "Let it go,you're still young!" "Don't rush on him, take a slower pace" "He brought you no where,darling" I turned and respond, "Had enough of our love drama? There's more to come and I'm ready to take the challenge" I told myself, If I were to let him go. Will I ever have somebody truly understand me? Who really prioritise me more than others,till to the certain extend people going around saying that he always put me first than his family. Will I have a piece of his sincerity in other people? Who tripped repeatedly but still stand on his own feet once he fall. The one tried every single way to please his girlfriend and be there whenever she need him without prom. Whom still stand strong and love me even how many miles I make him run through it. I agreed, He have been spending most of his time with me. Where else can he be? When you people need help from him,that's when I hear his phone rings. When you people in deep trouble,that's when his phone will ring too. If not, you guys ditched him, make him feel as if he's not needed. Went out and left him alone,assuming he's going out with me -.-' there's a thing called, 'ASK' Make him feel isolated. I tear whenever he told me, "Due to I'm not having a stable career this is what i always get and look upon" He may sounds okay,but will you guys know if he tear badly thinking on why he facing all this. Will you guys know, how he tried searching for it through his lungs out? Tear silently while turning the pages of the newspaper to make you satisfy and put a full stop on it? Due to one certain reasons? NooooOOOOooooo.Never. I'm not pointing out anything just to highlight things clearly. Everybody have a feelings too and stop blaming one another,baby. p/s:I'm not surprised if people gave me the bad impression after this.I'm used to it. Please ask me,who and what am i referring to. I'm prepared to answer you lovely. Jazinhno Gabriel Morales, I promise you. Whenever I'm still here beside you, we'll pull this through together. I love you!(:
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