♥NADD KNOWLES!♥

When you stood next to me, You kneel down to my feet,begging and apologizing. You send me up to 6 page of text message every hour. You cried and told me "You're the only one I love" You hold my hand and kiss my forehead saying "I swear I'll change for you" When you steps apart, You turn and tossed,lying every single thing. You revert to numbers of girls calls and messages. You make plan without me knowing. You told me that you're sick and need you rest eventually you went club. yes people,CLUB again! (Video attached below) You don't give me a call nor messages. You put me at high end and left me isolated. You have the guts to ask me "Should i,Can i" still ; when you told you will have the intiative to think about my feellings. I was accused. Blame. Push around. Confused. Abused. You make me scared when you hurt yourself physically. I'm glad that I've you by my side. The pain went deep down my throat. I still managed to get over it but you took advantage,repeatedly. I told you once,why don't you just hand me suicide pill. I don't have to suffer this far. YOU FEIGN EVERY SINGLE THING! Is this what you called you love and changed for the better for somebody you love so much? I don't think so,Syafiq. Give me 3 months more to have a good terms with you and I'll be taken away for the rest of my life. On lighter note, I TERRIBLY GILER-LY AND MENTEL-LY NAK MAMPOS-LY MISS MY GIRLS! I'm not saying just the sake of saying alright.