♥NADD KNOWLES!♥

Why is a good relationship so hard to find? Thoughts of you keep running through my mind. You told me you loved me and I actually believed, but you had secrets and lies that you constantly conceived. I tried to learn to trust you, but you kept giving me reasons to doubt, now thinking about you just causes me to mope and pout. I don't know what to do with you, or what to say, I just know I cant go on in life feeling this way. You re pulling me in so many directions its hard to stay on track, then once I think I got away from you, I keep on getting pulled back. I want you more then life itself but I keep on getting hurt, and once I think things are fine again I get thrown in the dirt. You tell me that you love me so why do you treat me like this? As if I don't matter or as if I don't exist. I'm done dealing with all your lies, And all those times you made me cry. Also all those times you left me here, or all those times you weren't there or anywhere near. Take your sex and lies and leave, I'll no longer be your piece of meat. I'm not your fucking puppet anymore, Alot to learn, you have in store. As the days keep going on and on. I’m starting to feel pain in my heart. There’s a girl who like you and you like her. You flirt with her when I’m not around. As I hear about it everyday and see it. Yet you don’t know that I’ve caught you. But as it goes on I can’t help but to wonder a few things. Why do you flirt with her if you say you love me? Do you want her? Do you want me to let you go? You don’t know how much it hurts me. To hear and to see it almost everyday. I love you , But I think your losing love for me because of her. Written By Country Boy You might be puzzled. Syafiq Syahmi is not whom i referring to.